LIGHT IT UP
John 1:5 in the Amplified Bible says, "The light shines on in the darkness, and the darkness did not understand it, or overpower it, or appropriate it, or absorb it, [and is unreceptive to it] also Gen. 1:3. God has an unobstructive view of all your ugly sins, both public and secret. This doesn't change His love for you. His love is unconditional and cannot be marred.
What God does is shine His light (from His Word) on your dark places, so that you can see them and confess them. Remember you have been thoroughly forgiven eternally. He is showing you the places you remain in bondage. He (Holy Spirit) will not leave you nor forsake you. Don't shun the light embrace it.....