FEELINGS
In this life, we focus on feelings. Many seek to feel Gods love all the time, especially in worship. Sorry, but we are not meant to FEEL the Lords love all the time. He does not move away, we do. If you feel God all the time, what is the point of faith?God did not say, 'You shall FEEL the truth and the truth shall set you free'. God is real.
The real walk of a real disciple, must never rest on feelings, but rather on truth and reality. If you feel far from God, that is o.k. It doesn't mean, you are far away...It is just a feeling and that is of the flesh. Be blessed, be strong, and be victorious; whether you feel it or not.